Tuesday, 12 February 2008

Aren't you disgusted?

I just reread my last post. And wondered why no one bothered to scold me. Or reprimand me. You're all too polite, nice people... I deserve a dressing-down for that post. COMPLAINING about having nothing to be emotional about.

Not because of who I am.
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done.
But because of who you are.

I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord you catch me when I'm falling,
And you told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.

*Slaps self*
*Slaps once more*
You've placed eternity in my heart. I don't deserve it, pathetic loser that I am. But help me to never lose sight of it.

Do you know what Amen means?

Tim: It means 'let it be so'.
Rachel: Ooo...

Amen.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

haha... I just got back from a 3 day Christian Medical Fellwship (CMF) Conference and it was awesome! Ttz explains why I've not been visiting this blog. haha.

Anw, don't be too harsh on yourself Rachel...
With respect to this statement:
"I want to emo like never before...
BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO EMO ABOUT!!!!"

I was just wondering, is there anything that you are suppressing deep inside you that is lurking within that you have perhaps forgotten about? I know exactly what you mean when you wrote the above statement; and for me, it's usually something that I have burried, unwanting to attend to, that is now wanting to surface.

Then again, the emotions of guys and girls are 2 different things all together and I could be all wrong. I guess it would be absolutely normal for a girl to feel that way... haha. Just sharing my thoughts. ><

However, if you examine yourself and find that thing that you were trying to crush inside, maybe it's time to throw it out? Instead of keeping it in the attic in a box thinking you don't have to deal with it for now, why don't just throw the box out of the house and set yourself free?

I realised that if all your are going through is just a 'girly-emotion' thing, I'll be sounding really stupid here. But I shall go ahead with it anw as there are far more important things than just me sounding silly. hehe. Who knows? Maybe it will speak to somebody else? =) Myself, maybe, when i reread my own comment weeks down the road? haha... loadsa possibilities ya.

P.S. I liked the tag you did on 'A Perfect Boyfriend'. It's just so you... haha ('',)

Lastly, have a lovely start of the term! With Christ by your side, I pray that you will find your time in university a truly fulfilling and meaningful one. =)

panghan7 said...

Hahahahhahahahaha,nic will always be nic,so darn long post!

Eik eik eik! Not insulting him ak !

Ppl get highest mark 94 marks! ( if not mistaken ) in first time exam in Imperial wo !! Fuiyoooooo =P

Anyway rachel,nic does have some point la,go take ur time read all of that,i did skim it la,really got some point la

If it was a essay competition,i surely will get damn low marks and he will get A,no worry =)

Anyway,i wish u all the best and Happy Chinese New Year! XD

pH7

Li said...

hahaha..because people have their ups and downs..and they shouldn't be given a tight slap when they're feeling down and emo-fied..unless of course..it's beyond reason which seldom if never, occurs =) Happy Valentine's Day!! Special day for a romantic like you! =) cheers!