Waiting..

"But if I let you go, I would never know.. what my life would be, holding you close to me.." Westlife sings the whispers of our hearts so beautifully. I guess that's why many people get involved in relationships, because they are afraid that if they wait, they might look back and realise that the person whom they said no to-- was the One for them. That's why many of us give up on waiting. Or better still, we tell ourselves-- " surely the wait is over, he/she must be the one.." and forge ahead firmly. But a few months down the road, we're not so sure anymore..

The Bible said, "guard your heart, for it is the wellspring of life." God only meant our hearts to be given for one person, just like he meant the marriage bed to only be shared between 2 people. I've known this all my life, but yet I've had more than one crush. And yet, I once was that little girl who sang along when Snow White hummed "Someday My Prince will Come", believing in the dream woven by Walt Disney-- that as long as I wait long enough, my Prince Charming would come and he would carry me off on his white stallion, and we would ride off into the sunset, and live happily ever after. I still believe it actually =)

I've sort of wandered off the topic haven't I? I guess the point of my meandering so far is because, like many others, I who was once so sure, am not sure anymore. Has my waiting ended? I don't know.. Assuming it has not ended, when will it end? Will it ever end? What if it never ends? What if??

Argh.. more questions again.. have to stop this..

A blog topic without much substance.. and this is only the second post.. this is bad..