forgiveness

it takes effort to not bear a grudge.

forgiveness is not an unconscious act.

so loved

that i should love more. given so much, that i might give more. will i give my best?

discontent

is dangerous. I want to be good, I want to be better.

And it's good to want to be good. But why do I want to be good? For the patients' sake? Or for my own ego?

Heart, where do you lie? My treasure is with you too..

God, grant that my treasure will be in the right place.

hurtful

sigh. i will always have reason to praise.

3am with psychiatry

1. I never knew there would be a time where I disliked writing until people invented assignments. 2. Babies are magical. Children are magical. Will I still love them as much when they're mine? Will I love them enough to spend my whole life treating them? 3. Serving in church tests your pride, your patience and faith. 4. I want to learn to not be hurt by little things. Break my heart, for what breaks Yours. 5. I want to listen more, speak less.