Sunday, 14 June 2009

Moving on

"Why can't things remain the same...?"
"I guess things just don't. People move on..."

Change, one would think, is the only constant in the universe.

The girl stopped in her tracks and turns her head. Precious moments flash past her~

Solitary, she walks to the canteen. A voice remarks from behind, "you would never know even if you were being followed..." Warmth fills her heart. The old has gone, but there is hope for the new.

******

The three of them stand up from the lunch table. She goes off to the stall. Feeling a presence, she turns and sees his smile. Even if they didn't have much to say, he still accompanied her.

******

Her phone beeps. A new sms. "You mean the garbage to me too k? Smile =)" Touched by how you simply just care. Always want to see you smiling...

******

"If you wanna go I'll go with you k? Really do wanna spend time with you..." Despite all I've done and said, you still care. So deeply grateful for you dear...

*******

"Don't need scared k? Trust me." I always did, always will.

*******

*Groans* She hugs her, puts her head against her shoulder and smiles up at her pouting face. Your company means so much to me...

*******

"See la this girl palpate my axillary lymph nodes then palpate my chest.." He complains. Thank you for always bearing with me...

*******

"See again you never sit next to me. Always I have to make the first step..." He moves across the table and takes his place next to her. Your every effort means so much...

*******

"You okay? Come here..." She gives her a hug that squeezes all the breath out of her.

*******

"Aww... hug hug..." Her fragrant scent fills her nostrils. "Even if it's all we have time for."

*******

"How are you girl? Don't worry k? Trust God..." I always underestimate how much I need you.

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"Cuz you're one of the few close friends I have, so you kinda mean a lot to me, so I just wanted to know..." You always made time for me... thank you.

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"And how are you?" Never know how you still manage to care... you, the busiest and most stressed person in the entire world. Whatever you're going through, I'm supporting you.

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"Only you can really bian tai with me... Miss you so much..." I miss you too. More than you know.

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Looking back, she smiles.

What a hectic semester it has been.
Change is not the only constant.
God is.
Nothing can ever separate us from the love of God... nothing.

Through every one of them, God loved her.
She fervently wished she had loved them more.

The wind blows, whipping her hair away from her face. Tendrils of hair tease her cheek.

A voice whispers, "there is still time..."

She thinks of their faces smiling at her. She is so blessed...

The girl turns back to face the path ahead. Squaring her shoulders, with a faint smile, she walks on.


p.s. life, should be way more than just you and me.