Seek. Wait. Find.

In mental state examination tutorial

"What can we observe of this woman?"
"She's crazy!!!"
"Why do you say that?"
"She's... too happy! No one can be that happy!"


... Is she really the one who's deranged? Or are we the ones with problems instead? That we enforce limits on the happiness that another human being can possess? That we no longer believe such blissful happiness exists?

Psychiatry books tell us that a sign of a disturbed mental state is inappropriate display of emotion, e.g. laughing during sad times. I understand what the psychiatrists mean.

But... I think that... to be able to laugh in times of sorrow... is a gift indeed.

Perhaps a little pinch of madness would do us all some good =)

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On msn

"You don't understand me..."
"You're right... I don't."

How self righteous of me. How much do I understand of myself anyway? I'm sorry.

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Some things are better left unsaid

"Why do you always walk behind me? Can't we walk together instead?"

If I walk behind you...
... at least I know...
... you'll be waiting for me.

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Even though I can't see the sun through these clouds
I know it still shines
Even though I can't feel Your love through this pain
I know You're alive

Even though I can't understand
Why this storm still blows, and
Even though I can't hear Your voice
I love Your rain

Even though I can't see the way up ahead
I know that You lead
Even though I can't feel Your presence now
I know I believe

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别过脸前 才知道泪会流
要走向前 才明白
舍不得 所以回头
放了手 看懂了

离愁 才是抓紧的手
转过身后 才知道心会痛
要狠下心 才明白
走一步 有多遥远
放了心 看懂了
不放的是一些曾经

给我答应我们会再见。
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In lecture

Clinical psychologist: The opposite of fear is anger.

Hmmm.

Maybe... we ought to search our hearts carefully before we let anger get the better of us.
Maybe... we were just trying to hide our fear.
Maybe... it's time we took off that mask.




P.S. I cut my hair. Again. As expected, I don't like it =D