Rubbishy rubbish

Exactly one week before Monash begins. BLEH.

I know I've moaned and complained about ennui for so long, but now that I have approximately 171 hours left before university days begin, like Balaam the donkey, I balk at the thought of it.

The realisation of a dream, or the beginning of disillusionment... I'm Queen of Pessimism alright.

BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH BLEH!!!!

I want to emo like never before...
BUT I HAVE NOTHING TO EMO ABOUT!!!!

Yes people are leaving AGAIN...
But I'm numb already...
I could've emo-ed during the dinner with Tink, but I didn't. Maybe... I'm saving it for her farewell tomorrow night, or maybe... it just doesn't seem fitting that tears should ever be a part of our friendship.

D*** IT!! I'M EMO-ING ABOUT HAVING NOTHING TO EMO ABOUT!!! Maybe I need to see one of those people in the white coats who will prescribe me anti-depressant pills... Wonder what God thinks of me...

I like this tag, so I'm doing it.

"A Perfect Boyfriend".

Give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in
Mmm yeah… preferably one that smells like you =P (I’m assuming you smell good)


leave her cute text notes.
That would be nice

kiss her in front of your friends.
Peck should be ok; basically anything that won’t embarrass your friends into leaving

Tell her she looks beautiful.
Yeap… then hint to me the truth =P

look into her eyes when you talk to her.
Remember to blink, or else I’ll get scared

let her mess with your hair.
On your non-gelled/hair-sprayed/styled days

touch her hair.
All yours… just lend me a comb later on…

forgive her for her mistakes.
Tell me what my mistakes are, then forgive me

tickle her even when she says stop.
I’m generally not ticklish, but when I scream(note scream, not say) stop, you’d better =)

hold her hand when you're around your friends.
It would be nice, more importantly-introduce them!!!

let her fall asleep in your arms.
That would be really sweet of you

get her mad, then kiss her.
Umm… depends on the reason I’m mad at you… if it’s something really bad, I might get madder.

tease her and let her tease you back.

That sounds fun! But tell me when I go overboard.

stay up all night with her when she's sick.
Don’t want you to get a headache lah… you can leave when I’ve slept.

kiss her forehead.
Sweeeeeeetttt!! But don’t blame me if you get pimples on your lips (if that’s possible)

when she's sad, hang out with her.
I just want a shoulder to cry on, and a hug tight enough to let me feel as though you’d never let me go.

let her know she's important.
Yes! I don’t expect, or even want to be number one, but I better be pretty high up on that list. Or else. =)

kiss her in the pouring rain.

Romantic~~ But don’t if you’re the type who falls sick after getting drenched. Wouldn’t want you to fall sick.

when you fall in love with her, tell her.
Definitely… but when you’re not, tell me you aren’t. Don’t leave me hanging.

and when you tell her, love her like you've never loved someone before.
Don't kid me... Love me the way you want to

All this should turn some guys off.
Ah well...
It's ME. I'd rather you don't love me, rather than love me for who you think I am.
Easier said than done though.
Especially if I love you first.
So that shall not happen.
Unless God has anything to say about it.
And ALL of you reading this, DON'T be perasan.
I MEAN IT.
I'm so evil. *cackles like the Wicked Witch of the West*

I watched the movie Armageddon late yesterday night.
Cried my heart out, even with the predictable storyline.
Especially every time they played this song...

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Somehow the lyrics just fit the movie so well.
Don't bother guessing why some parts are in bold, I just felt like it.

"That we could not be together forever was a fact I clearly grasped."
(borrowed from Caleb's blog, without his permission)
(= stealing)
I know.

I'M SO RANDOM.
If you really read this far, I salute you!

Chinese New Year was fun- lots of food, lots of family time...

My cousin Michelle.
Check out our Chinese new year themed blouses!

My darling aunt.

My daddy who won't admit he's gagah no longer =P

Isn't my grandma beautiful? She could have won Miss Chinese International when she was younger if she hadn't gotten married.
Note the peace sign!!
My grandma is COOL.

Wish grandpa would smile more often...

Another cousin Jie Ying...
She's hot, smart and rich!
An absolute darling =)

My genius cousin, who was offered to study Maths in Cambridge.
And hates smiling for the camera.

Hmmm... guess you can tell who are the camwhores =P

Guess blogging helps.
I don't want to emo so much now.

169 hours left.
%$%@#$#$!!

ARGH!!!
GIVE ME SOMETHING CONCRETE TO EMO ABOUT!!