沉默

始终 离不开多愁善感
沉默 成了习惯性的答案

明明彼此珍惜
明明拥有幸福
让沉默淹没罪恶感

别emo了! 没营养!

salt and light

Heart, be at peace. In Christ, there is no fear, no condemnation. Heart, why do you worry?

Peace.

Be still my soul.

paeds

A lifelong dream. Lord what do you say?

No negative thoughts.

The joy of the Lord is my strength. Powerful words.

there has to be a limit

There is a limit to how kiasu one can be, and I think I've reached my limit. Enough.

I am so blessed to have electives, and parents supportive enough to finance my travel dreams. Yet I am discontent because I want the best. Wanting the best is good, but I have allowed it to consume me, and I did not realise it until I searched the internet once more in a frenzy, seeking more and more electives at renowned medical schools. The medical school does not make a good doctor, the student and her Father does. And that is the vision. O my soul, why do you fret then? Silly me...

Father, remind me constantly, lest I forget you.
What would I be without you?
What would I be?

God, church. You know what I mean, so Father, help us.

Consuming fire, fan into flame
a passion for Your name

A godly woman.
Heart, have you forgotten so quickly?
Stay with me.

forgiveness

it takes effort to not bear a grudge.

forgiveness is not an unconscious act.

so loved

that i should love more. given so much, that i might give more. will i give my best?

discontent

is dangerous. I want to be good, I want to be better.

And it's good to want to be good. But why do I want to be good? For the patients' sake? Or for my own ego?

Heart, where do you lie? My treasure is with you too..

God, grant that my treasure will be in the right place.

hurtful

sigh. i will always have reason to praise.

3am with psychiatry

1. I never knew there would be a time where I disliked writing until people invented assignments. 2. Babies are magical. Children are magical. Will I still love them as much when they're mine? Will I love them enough to spend my whole life treating them? 3. Serving in church tests your pride, your patience and faith. 4. I want to learn to not be hurt by little things. Break my heart, for what breaks Yours. 5. I want to listen more, speak less.